I recently got into a rickshaw at
Vidyavihar-w and immediately noticed that the meter was not working. When I did
point it out to the driver, he looked back and mumbled something. I told him to
let me get down if he was not sure why the meter was not working and he assured
me that it was all good. When I did reach my destination, he demanded Rs.15
whereas from my experience, it should not have been more than Rs.12, which is
the minimum fare. And in the ensuing argument, I mentioned to him that when I
did point out the issue with his meter, all he did was mumble. To which, the
gentleman had a very interesting retort, “Neither is it my fault, nor is it
yours”, he said. “The entire fault is that of the meter.” I was too shocked to
say anything but was adamant I would not pay the extra Rs.3. Finally after
showering me with the choicest vituperations, he left.
Though the incident should have left me
angry and flustered, I found myself laughing. Many a times, just to prove
ourselves right, we come up with silly reasons and excuses. The human tendency
to save one’s skin is so powerful, the self-preservation instinct so strong
that we forget the implications of some of our extremely negligible actions.
What seemed like a minor altercation between the rickshaw driver and me left
him poorer by Rs.3 and left me with a hurt ego. Had he been kind enough to
accept his mistake I would not have taken the issue personally. But then, his
instinct to preserve himself led to the misadventure.
And so is the case with our everyday lives.
We simply refuse to accept our weaknesses and our faults. Some term it ego, but
I term it our natural instinct. I had initially posted about accepting our life
as our own. And if we learn to accept our life, it shouldn’t be difficult to
accept everything that comes with it. Our goods and our bads. But is something
which is our own, so difficult to accept? And if it is, then why is it?
Digging deeper into the human psyche, we realize
that the answer to the above question, is fear. It is the fear of being
reprimanded that makes us run away from our own deficiencies and our drawbacks.
We are afraid that the world would not be very encouraging about defects
within. And that is correct to a large extent. But then, ruining away and not
facing our fears is not the answer to our problems. After the initial sinking
feeling, it would be much easy later. Once we find the
courage to face our fears and our drawbacks, it will be a much better world to
live in.
Finally to wind up and round it all up, all
I can point out is to stand up for yourselves and not the world. A point comes
wherein it is easier to stand and face our fears and stop running away from
ourselves. Acceptance comes with embracing all the good and the bad within. It’s
time to accept, our fault, when it is our fault.
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